carved into days dyed white / bonus features

FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMM
goddddddddddd. this positively prehistoric wip is finally free from my documents....... i've been released. the google doc is over 3 years old which is already like hdsafhjdajds girl. but the note on my phone was made in aug 2021 which tracks considering i fell into arakaoism in july that year and ofc started cooking pacrim asap. honestly the almost 3yr jazzclub arakao hiatus is kinda frying me hajdhkwgsjwhdhgqjs but let's get into it

( “that’s why i told you to give up on it” )

i guess it's to be expected given everything but i have like 8k words of outtakes and most of them were fairly significant so.. under the cut!
( outtakes )

more mines. this part is unformatted and is the written equivalent of me pacing back and forth in a cell so i wouldn’t recommend reading it but i’m putting it here so the people know it was bad for me <3
( talking myself through the process )